I have fallen, it is clear.
I have fallen back into what I was in last year.
I have gained what I couldn’t forget for six months.
I have lost all the weight and changed a bunch.
I remember when and where and I remember how and why.
I remember how it hurt when you slept with that guy.
I recall the biggest fall I have had in my life.
Then I realize I have fallen not only once, but twice.
When in lust, and in the sheets, I fall in love with thee.
And God forbid that dashing grin that is presented upon me.
I get up, and I fall down, I smile and I frown.
But Truth be told, no matter what, you’ll always be around.
For heaven’s sake, give me a break, and let us be satisfied.
But reality can clearly see that what was taken then will never revive.
And the saddest thing is that I’m still in and willingly chastised.
Love’s first win will never live for it has clearly already died.